1st Of Oct

Sleepless day......

Now 5.50am, i already woke up because of uncertain reasons
Maybe because of used to the time to wake up early to study during this exam period
Yesterday, few hours ago....i have done my last paper in my uni life
Well, a memorable day for me...
It is very hard to describe the feeling of it..
The feeling of--I'm gonna leave this place where i had stayed for five years
This place brings lots of memories to me
The place where i learn, spend time with friends
The place where i gained my social experiences, happiness, sadness
I have go through everything with the power of encouragement form myself
Yen Nee, you can.....Don't give up~~
Fight for yourself, fight for family, fight for the aim you come to this place
Don't disappointing anyone included yourself...

Yesterday, 30th of September.....Few hours ago
I have got my answer, I'm release from all my suspicious
I'm brave enough to take the 1st step~~
At least, i wouldn't bring any unwanted
~not necessary question without answer to my future
It's the time to look forward, Yen Nee~~The new chapter of your life

Countdown the day i left in Melaka, It is not more than 72 hours
Thanks for whom brings me happiness, sadness
unforgettable memories, the nice feeling of playing togather
the moment that enjoyed togather.....Thanks a lot!!
Today, another new day for me.....
I wish that, all of us can gain a better life after this
No more hates and only love in our life~~~

Cheers~
6.19am--- The end of the story~

忐忑不安的心情

还剩下一个学期就可以正式告别大学生涯了
心情是还蛮复杂的
不安稳的感觉是如此的难受
受训的地方是大概的定下来了的
可是还不100% 肯定~~
踏入是社会大学的日子一天天地靠近了
是时候认真了，机会是给有准备的人的
疯狂的时段已过~必须接受现实的
虽然还不想长大
但是时候为自己负责，为家人付出
你是行的！！万岁。。。。。

新的一年

刚刚过完新年，新的一年了
除旧迎新，去年不好的一切都应该通通抛向后头
今天是开学的第一天，应该把自己充电至满。。。向前冲啊！！！！
珍惜自己现在所拥有的一切，努力充实自己
准备踏入社会。。。
感觉自己已经看开了咯！
要跟自己讲加油！加油！加油！

祝福

一切都结束了
是时候回到正轨上了
向前看，人生才会活得更潇洒
前面的路有一万种可能，可别为了一种可能而放弃全部
想对你说：你的微笑就是我的幸福！！
希望你能幸福~~祝福你！

给朋友们的一封信:

我每每自问我是否是一个很好的朋友？
每次总觉得自己做的太多，有时不是每个人都能接受我所付出的
心里的苦有谁懂？？那股该有的热诚已消失的无影无踪.........
剩下的就是那无谓的 "做好自己本分"
一直一直到最近的最近，我才发现原来我是一个很冷很冷的一个人
因为实在是太多太多不好的评语，一样的评语围绕着我
~冷的实在可以~也就等于没有心.......
一个没心肝的人，枉为人！
我想借此机会向被我忽视的朋友说声 ‘对不起’
在这里也需要感谢一个人
是他让我看清楚一切
我总不能一直用自己的观念套用在别人身上，一切都将会得到反效果
甚至会让自己失去朋友
我再也找寻不到属于自己的辩白而告诉自己并没有错
我真的错了！
倔强的我认输了~~
改变是我唯一能做的，希望一切都不会太迟
找寻回那该有的热诚~~
我真的很需要时间去找回那属于我的热诚......

Sorry~

I just wanted to say sorry to u....
if i really irritated, say sorry to you here~~
All i wanted to do is trying to protect my friend
i was just an idiot, please forgive me...never follow what my heart wants~
i wanted to help but seem likes burden you.........
i just don't want you to lost someone who is important to you..
So so so so so so sorry......
i will keep a distance with you.......
Hope u know appreciate the one you love...~~

包容~原谅

长大了
是时候学习着去包容~学着去原谅
毕竟，这世上有千百万中不一样的人
每个人的思想都是由他们自己的故事，环境所建立而成的
正所谓“一种米养百种人”
每个人的立场，思想，坚持都不可能百分之百完全一样
人与人的相处，沟通要是能互相地包容，迁就---磨擦自然而然就会减少
再来，学会了包容那么原谅呢？？
这问题可是伤脑筋~
如何去重新接纳回一个曾经伤害过你的人呢？
--深思--