11.12.09

给朋友们的一封信:

我每每自问我是否是一个很好的朋友?
每次总觉得自己做的太多,有时不是每个人都能接受我所付出的
心里的苦有谁懂??那股该有的热诚已消失的无影无踪.........
剩下的就是那无谓的 "做好自己本分"
一直一直到最近的最近,我才发现原来我是一个很冷很冷的一个人
因为实在是太多太多不好的评语,一样的评语围绕着我
~冷的实在可以~也就等于没有心.......
一个没心肝的人,枉为人!
我想借此机会向被我忽视的朋友说声 ‘对不起’
在这里也需要感谢一个人
是他让我看清楚一切
我总不能一直用自己的观念套用在别人身上,一切都将会得到反效果
甚至会让自己失去朋友
我再也找寻不到属于自己的辩白而告诉自己并没有错
我真的错了!
倔强的我认输了~~
改变是我唯一能做的,希望一切都不会太迟
找寻回那该有的热诚~~
我真的很需要时间去找回那属于我的热诚......

3.11.09

Sorry~

I just wanted to say sorry to u....
if i really irritated, say sorry to you here~~
All i wanted to do is trying to protect my friend
i was just an idiot, please forgive me...never follow what my heart wants~
i wanted to help but seem likes burden you.........
i just don't want you to lost someone who is important to you..
So so so so so so sorry......
i will keep a distance with you.......
Hope u know appreciate the one you love...~~

30.8.09

包容~原谅

长大了
是时候学习着去包容~学着去原谅
毕竟,这世上有千百万中不一样的人
每个人的思想都是由他们自己的故事,环境所建立而成的
正所谓“一种米养百种人”
每个人的立场,思想,坚持都不可能百分之百完全一样
人与人的相处,沟通要是能互相地包容,迁就---磨擦自然而然就会减少
再来,学会了包容那么原谅呢??
这问题可是伤脑筋~
如何去重新接纳回一个曾经伤害过你的人呢?
--深思--

22.8.09

想哭~

真的很想很想大声地哭出来
最近的我实在是被拉扯到非常紧崩,仿佛一拉就要断了
我完全不能掌握一切,就像身在占板上任人宰割
感觉真的好辛苦!!!!
我真的不能释怀~~
谁可以救救我??
折磨人的一个学期
脾气也变得非常非常暴躁
噩梦又要上演了。。。。。。
不能自我~~

7.8.09

属于我的童话世界

开心与不开心在于一线之差
人越长越大了,难免会越想越多
顾虑也太多~
何时才能学会用我的心去包容不完美的一切呢?
世界的一切也不过如此吧了。。。。。。
现实的世界~残酷的世界
请留给我一个小小属于我的童话世界吧!
我只需要一个能将心比心的世界吧了。。。。
或许要求太多倒不如去符合??
一切随缘。。。。。知足常乐!!
笑^^

31.7.09

libary life...09/10

hahaha.....
Since when i so addicted libary life??
I think the start of 1st midterm paper....taxation
This sub i can't handle myself, even ask lecturer oso same as never ask.....-.-
So, study group has formed!!
Although gossiping more than studying....but at least i can gain some understanding from my frens
well....such a bz started dy
we still hae a long long way to go....think so ard 8-9 months
That time we gonna end our delta life=libary life...
GO~GO~GO~
qy, yl, sz, yr, wq, samson& chia wei(new added study groupmates)
Delta life=Tough life=Libary life........
LET'S ROCK N ROLL!!!
Libary---->we love u!!muaksssss.........

14.7.09

Only fri3ndshIp stands for3v3r~

Just now, my frren told me that she was break v her bf
Hmm.....it is quite sad when i get to know this news
But, both of them oledi no feeling towards each other dy....break peacefully
What a sad news!!!
For me....i prefer the relationship will last forever...haha, outdated thinking
out~out~out~
Rather to stay at the fren stage instead of going fruther??
I would like to say YES!!!
Only frenship will stay forever....
Hmm....once best fren's relationship has changing, there will only two stories will started
Couple story and another one.....losing one good fren forever~
Izzit worth??
Sad memories.....forever n ever~~

conclusion: only friendship stands forever!!!